I have decided to do the hardest thing I think I have ever done and walk away from the guy I love with all my heart. I can’t go a day without thinking about him, I can’t go a day without saying something to him. I miss his touch, his kiss, his smile. But he doesn’t want me he says he loves me and that it hurts him so much to not be with me but won’t take me back. So I am walking away I am going to leave him be. I hope this is for the best but god it hurts and I haven’t even done it yet.